i'm officially broke. for the record. fuck man. i keep spending my fucking money as if its nothing. god. i really got to stop this mentality. at the start of this year, i aimed to fucking save 2k by the end of this year, so i now have to save 300$ a month. fuck!? *_*
ok, other than the fact that my school life sucks, and my bank account is depleting. i'm officially going to make it a point and start doing my daily devotion, bible study, etc etc etc. i guess the best relationship is to have, is still with God. he's always there. always. i feel sucha failure when i don't know nuts about the different bible stories. admiring how smart my dgl (constance and vera) are, i really want to be like them in 2 years time. teaching and advising the younger mes. although, to be honest, i'm still not over the party kid scene kid life, i'm coming up with a plan to stay in between both lifestyle. and albeit, people accusing me of leading a double life and all those bullshit nonsense. i'll work on that.
xo