i never like waiting. thing about me, is i hate waiting for good things to happen. instead i work for it. so i'm pretty much putting my own life in my hands, instead of God's. having a reality check, i think and i should..be waiting for someone perfect to come. who knows. i mean no rebounds no whatsoever. i just want to be in a normal relationship where both parties trust each other, and not use the past against each other. sigh. i'm sucha impatient bitch, and i literally jump to anyone that awaits in line. k not anymore. my feb resolution. will be. patience.
