dear internet, im in a terrible, bad mood now. feels like the magraines I used to have during the o level period. omg i just sneezed. that is just bad, oh see my mom woke up and is scolding me now. okay fuck. now she asked me to turn off the com and helped me dad with what ever his doing. oh wait lets see, his bathing now. does he need help in that then?
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ok im back in my room, with my skin cut, thanks to the sharp edge of my stero. tears rolling. i missing my dad so so much. i rather be back at bishan. i want to go home. back home. why the fuck did i moved to tiong bahru in the first place. oh wait my step sister's fault. okay lets not go further on. anyway, tiong bahru sound so chinese gangster place. tiong tiong tiong. Lol like some..weird..
vulgar word.
work was okay. thank God val was there to save me, or esle i would just break down and scream my lungs out at that fat bitch today. i would probably have no idea what to do next. i do wish Lu was working today, you should have seen the look on the face when Lu and I made her do all the job and we were just chatting about anything. she gave us the look. thinking bout it, i felt so bad at that point of time and asked Lu to stop talking and help her. but now..i felt the adrenaline rush to do it right in her face yet again. and make it worse by ignoring her orders. anyway, at five six. one of the other guy left (she 'flirted' with two guys) and she went over to talk to val and I. wow wow, fuck off. you number 1. do not ask me how i am after complaining or should i say bitch bout me, right infront of me to others. number 2. i am clearly of higher thinking order than you, the fact that you have to take N level twice. so do not i repeat DO NOT make an outsider teach me how to count money, petty cash or wtv. the fact that you can teach me directly and not go one whole round. number 3. OH I AM SO SORRY THAT I HAVE TO TAKE AN HOUR TO COUNT MONEY. did you know that i.ve to count over 300 fucking little coins? oh my goddness, who the fuck in the right mind would add another 150 50cents into the cashier, and that to make my life to interesting to count a total of 300 fucking little coins. hold on, maybe she is taking back on me that fact that Lu asked me to go dump dump with him and instead of her..aw leaving her all alone in the stall.. so sad
4. okay i.ve cooled down a lil more. still i.ve work tmr at 10.30am, thank God its not with fatty bom bom. for the record, im telling zhi hao to not put me with her EVER AGAIN. YES BABY and even so, put Lu and I tgt if i shoukd happen to work with her. Lu doesnt talk to her. TAKE THAT
number five. my ez link card was blacklisted. counter says im in debt. reject card. that is random. it is so random. you have no idea how i felt when i heard this. is this some random cruel joke that God is trying to play on me? so still, thank God i still have cash with me to buy the green card. what is that called? oh nevermind.
sigh
well, i guess.. today was still.. survivable. met the dg girlz for lunch today at mache, i spent a whooping 10 buckz on it. sigh so expensive leh the food :( then we bought our drink at daiso, (because it was too expensive at mache and i didnt bring enough money..oh wait i dont have money at all mom doesnt give me allowance). went down to mango, noelyn and I bought the same hot pink not bright top:) it look so cute. though its 19$..BUT it is made in turkey! so cute! ..right so other than the fact that my ezlink card is in bad debt (no idea HOW THE HELL) im in debt. still owe others $11. oh and...i havnt had my dinner. bummer bummer bummer, i havnt had any solid food since 12 hours ago.
tummy is growling. i...find food. bye
